It's been a while since you heard from, my apologizes to have left like that.
Where to start? I wasn't in a good place, I was sad and unhappy and I had been for a while.
Even if I sounded okay and all, I wasn't.
And I just decided to quit everything and take a time off. Close all these account and disappeared, as that was my deepest feeling: to disappear from the face of the earth.
I wasn't happy with this life I was living. It was lonely and sometimes people are mean (voluntarialy or not, that's the problem with written stuff, sometime it's left misunderstood) on internet and drawing didn't bring me any more joy or pleasure.
I'm no longer an artist and that life is over. I found a new path for me outside my room, my fingers and wrist thanks me for no longer being over used and I see the sun everyday; I'm healing. For the first time in my life I can say that I am happy. I wish you all to find the happiness you need, by being an artist, a salesman, doctor, musician or anything you want.
So I'd like to say a huge thanks for all those who helped and supported me during all these years, there are no words that can express my gratitude.
I also would like to say sorry if I ever did something wrong or hurt anyone, I'm sorry.
For all those who asked for me and worried; I'm sorry to have worried you, it touches me that you missed me. I'm grateful to have crossed paths with you, thank you.
And if I could share one last thing I'd use a quote from Madre Theresa that says: If you judge people, you have no time to love them. The world is already full of pain, so before you yell at someone or judge and critize, remember that they are humans too and have weakness and are somehow lost even if they hide under a mask of arrogance, meaness or anything. Don't create more pain, forgiveness is always a better option.
So this is a Good-bye. Thank you from the deep of my heart for all these years and good memories I hope I was able to bring you some happiness during this time.
(One last thing, I was in a dark place sometime ago, but the current owner of the Tumblr Zephyrhante is not me, I would not create an account to share more sadness. I closed all my accounts and this is the last one open, so if you see another zephyrhant around is not me; I am very rarely online now.)
Stay well, create love, forgive and farewell!